the crucible
Am still alive at the moment - and am only running on faith. It may smack of being delusional, but I call it being positive.
I am going to travel on the 12th in the early hours. Will be there in the AM of the 12th.
I am mentally exhausted running all the possibilities and all the things that may happen. I am only positively reinforcing my faith at the moment. I have faith in love. I have faith in me and in my relationship. I am driven by the conviction that the woman who made me so happy in the past is the only woman who completes me.
At the moment I am being blasted in the furnace of the situation. Only faith will survive this test in this crucible.
Yesterday the visa process got initiated after some initial big scares. I take that as the first skirmish won in this quest. The giant titanic battle - that with my lady's decision - will require all my focus and energy. It will either make or break my life.
But for the moment, I resist the heat of this crucible and trudge along only on faith.
I am going to travel on the 12th in the early hours. Will be there in the AM of the 12th.
I am mentally exhausted running all the possibilities and all the things that may happen. I am only positively reinforcing my faith at the moment. I have faith in love. I have faith in me and in my relationship. I am driven by the conviction that the woman who made me so happy in the past is the only woman who completes me.
At the moment I am being blasted in the furnace of the situation. Only faith will survive this test in this crucible.
Yesterday the visa process got initiated after some initial big scares. I take that as the first skirmish won in this quest. The giant titanic battle - that with my lady's decision - will require all my focus and energy. It will either make or break my life.
But for the moment, I resist the heat of this crucible and trudge along only on faith.
posted by the grim sleeper at 8:04 PM
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