stagnation

Best word to describe how I perceive my situation.
Though I have moved to a new unit recently, my impatience builds within me and threatens to push me to drastic steps time and again.
My onsite trip might be delayed even further, if at all it happens. After kicking ass at the new training and demonstrating the value I can add, I still don't see any concrete plans crystallizing for me.
All the enthusiasm I had built up in the past few days is waning fast because it seems as if I am no longer moving towards my goal. At times like these I start questioning what the fuck I'm doing. Feels like I'm wasting my time doing sod all when I should be striving to achieve so much more. These bastards don't realize that a month's delay in my plans is another month of my life totally wasted, and I'm not getting any younger. I have places to go, things to do and people to meet... and this stupid shit job is really holding me back from doing all that really matters.