new city, new insecurities
Just arrived in another hot IT city in India, on Sunday. And did I say it was hot? Try "43.5 degrees C yesterday" hot.
I'm supposed to be here for 6-7 months. But something does not feel right. I am being saddled with the same shitty kind of work I was avoiding in my old team. The promises made to me implicitly seem to be melting into the background. Something tells me that the other opportunity I was forced to turn down might have been much better in terms of being beneficial to my career.
Not to mention the fact that being away from home, from all the familiar surroundings has brought with it a slew of insecurities. Once more I miss her terribly and have a foreboring of disaster. This time, if it does happen, I will be less devastated however. But still, at home the insecurity was absent. Strange. I have to work real hard now... kick some ass and make some noise. I think that is my best bet to get to the UK as soon as possible.
I'm supposed to be here for 6-7 months. But something does not feel right. I am being saddled with the same shitty kind of work I was avoiding in my old team. The promises made to me implicitly seem to be melting into the background. Something tells me that the other opportunity I was forced to turn down might have been much better in terms of being beneficial to my career.
Not to mention the fact that being away from home, from all the familiar surroundings has brought with it a slew of insecurities. Once more I miss her terribly and have a foreboring of disaster. This time, if it does happen, I will be less devastated however. But still, at home the insecurity was absent. Strange. I have to work real hard now... kick some ass and make some noise. I think that is my best bet to get to the UK as soon as possible.
posted by the grim sleeper at 8:21 PM
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